Blur~

Farewell, perparation was going on well. Orientation, will have our nxt meeting soon... holiday likfe seems quite interesting these days... Will be attending a camp from 15-19th of dec and will have a farewell party on 18th of dec. Life still have to go on and time flew off vry fast. appreciate every moments.


=) Life is mine and i still have to keep going on.
no matter what will happen. i believe, it's for our own good.
I haven make my dessicion. and he... i think he made his...
i've ntg much to say abt it for now.
Jus , all the best, for you, and also me.

What should i do next?

I found out the point and... I'm fine, don't need to worry seriously.
If you made another choice, i don't think so i'll be happy and so on.

Through this holiday we have our own program to move on. Maybe i sounds like i don't care about it anymore but... what i can say is, i do care but just trying to use another way to do so. You will sure felt annoyed if someone talking crabs to you everyday right?But it's not gd to lost contact... well, i hope i made a right choice this time.

I'm 15. Going near to 16. I'm wondering something... What should i do. next? keep on waiting?

argh... i'm lost.... =( and this is not good.

JEz(=@)

后悔?!!

后悔= 事情过后，才感到悔恨，为什么那是要那么做？

这世上，如果你要后悔，其实每一件发生在你身边的事都能让你后悔！
因为，我们都不是完美的人。自然的，身边的事务难免都会有多多少少的失误。

因此如果后悔，倒不如不后悔，从中学习，以便下次能做到更好？

但是... ... 说到未必做到。
自己知道自己的事。只要尽力就好... ...

其实，我想再试一次。
也就是在死一次。
因为，我上次死得不明不白。
所以，如果我有机会再试一次，
就算答案没变，我要明白为什么。

或许这就是疯狂女孩的疯狂吧...

若你是天使，请你搭救她吧！

张佳旋(=@)

心 。声

当我想起你，却又不找你时，
我正在背叛着我自己的心。
当我忍不住找你的时候，
我也正在背叛着我自己的心。

那颗没感觉的心，
那颗坏透了的心，
轻易的把脑袋给洗了。

明明可以做到的事，
为什么我就是下不了手？

明明我是要这样做的，
为什么到最终，我不是那样做？

心；痛

眼睛突然一片模糊，
泪水从眼角流出。

了解，很难吗？
它，确实是有一定的难度，
无可否认。
至今我都无法完全掌控。

无言，
往往是我们结束话题的原因。

不了解，
往往是无言的原因。

不信任，
往往是不了解的原因。

难题；丛丛包围

心，碎了吗？
还没。。。辛好还没。。。

跌倒了，就站起来。
再跌到？再站起来！

这可不屈不饶的心，
又能撑多久呢？

答案还是个问号。

现在只能默默期望，
期望它的未来。。。

张佳旋(=@)

Lost contact.

Slient+Lonely=Steady mind+Chill
I missed u and i don't miss u.
when i'm letting go...
everything start again cz of missunderstood.
i find back the feel that i felt when i like u at the beginning...
till the end, someone say i better let go...
i say i'm letting go...
but...
i din dare to comfirm...
cz...
i'm affraid tat i can't...
so...
i din't post out abt it.
didn't talk much abt him anymore...
There's a lot of draft in my blog...
all done half way...

i'm here typing abt this topic again.
trying to stop thinking abt him,
and i did it...
but i'm not happy...
my life was emotionless lately...
not happy, not sad.
always thinking nothing...

different people different life
he has his; i have mine.
will it be better if i don't know him?
NO! it will be worse. i think...
Atleast... i found my way now...
just can't find my boy...
just that..
so i shouldn't regret rite?

Maybe i should aim myself to remain single for my rest of secondary life...
should i?
duno...
=/

emotion; lost

JEz(=@)

How am i?

Went outing today.
Although wasn't playing de whole day but i felt quite tired when i reach home.
Maybe it's cause of my body wasn't fully recovered from sickness.
Very tired but still pretend that i'm as fine as usual,
don't dare to show my tiredness in front of my mom
(if not i won't have another chance for outing anymore)
have a bath as fast as possible then head in to kitchen to help out.
i think i'll head into bed earlier today...
i need rest...

Long time no type?

Long time no new post? but blog's colour changed. Actually i got type... but din post out... everytime type half way then brother wan use comp. T.T will bring them out soon.

life is always unexpected. Life have no rehersal. Life can be excited . Life oso can be bored.
To all challenges in life, put ur hands up n wave at them.
sometimes, u thought someone is lucky n having fun to go some where far far away. But do u know that, de he/she is actually facing another challenge? That would be even tuffer than ours... We shouldn't only say :' good la u, so lucky!' but at the same time, we should give them support.

Can every in the world be angle? No devil?

She want everyone to be angle.

JEz(=@)